eternal boredom

why am i this way?

2005-11-15T23:10:00.000-08:00

for real... i want to be back to myself! i hate this. i am so sick of it! i am miserable! i dunno what has happened to me! i need help... for real! why am i acting like i am acting? it isn't like me!?! errrrrr i need to get out!

"I'm really not into rap....

2005-04-01T20:11:00.000-08:00

but put on some Beastie Boys and I can really throw it down"- Mrs. Ford yup. i love mrs. ford. she is sooo funny. neways, how is everyone? good i hope. i haven't written in a while, bored with the internet really. it is like when you have satellite and you still can't find anything interesting to watch. well.... i am bored now. i just got back from eating and the mall with cody, cass and their parents. we had fun. we were trying to find clint(coach smith) a suit at the mall... no luck. well... i am off to bed. i am pretty tired, ooo yeah- i got a spray tan today. it was pretty neat. i am looking forward to being tan for once in my life! hahaha

ahhhh

2005-02-15T19:40:00.000-08:00

ok.. so today i lost my car... in anticipation for my new car! lol.. i am so excited about getting a new car, yet i am really sad to lose this one. I mean, it was my first car. and it is my little red almost sporty looking car!
yeah.. ok... bye

school is starting again

2005-01-04T21:12:00.001-08:00

i am sooooo sad. i really don't like school! i know that everyone says that, but i used to love school, now i hate it! i am so tired of getting up at 5:30 and taking a shower, getting ready, and driving 20-30 minutes just to fall back to sleep in my first 3 classes!
i guess i will stop complaining now...

my Christmas went well, despite the fact my mother went crazy the week of Christmas. everything was sooo stressful. it is like, everyone goes crazy to get the last minute shopping done and they forget about what is really important. it stinks big time! i am glad it is over and a new year is upon us!
Cody and i are great! he took me hunting last Saturday. he didn't kill anything! haha.. it was a lot of fun though! i am glad i went!
well... i think i am done for the night. i am going to bed.

Let's take a walk through a day in the life of Rachel

2004-12-07T22:45:00.000-08:00

... ok.. today has to be one of the most horrid days i have had in a while!
It started ok, i got up at 5:15 to wash my hair and straighten it bc i knew i had to go to work today... well it was raining out so as soon as i stepped out the door, my hair went from straight to super wavy. i had to pull it up, and it was up for work, which i hate.

Then, i got to school and told Mr. Inglis i had to work and would have to leave practice early, he seemed a bit perturbed by that... but i can't help it!!!

my day went on as normal and i thought that would be the last of my badness... uh uh... it started again when i got to work. Paula, the nice manager, was there. i was happy to see here bc she always has a smile on her face! then she left and it was Melissa's turn to "manage" us. She gets on my nerves soooo much.. you just have no clue. she was being all mean to us and when the mall closed she was ordering us around and changing the way we do things. which stinks bc now we have to start all over again... anyway... i hit my arm on the counter and it is sooo sore. i wanted to cry, but i am a big girl now! then my sinus' started being retarded and i couldn't breathe. i had such a bad headache that i couldn't even concentrate on what i was doing. when it was 10, i was suppossed to leave, but no... she had to check and make sure everything was perfect. blah... i have to leave! if you want to be sued... make me stay. i finally left...

when i got to the light to go towards home, it wouldn't change from red to green..i just turned around and went the other way. it got too annoying trying to wait.. then i got to wendy's. yes food!!!i was starving!

When i pulled to the speaker this is what happened:

guy: "Can i take your order?"
me: "One second please!"
guy: "That is a #2?"
me: "NO! i said one sec!"
guy: "OOO with cheese."
me: "SHUT UP!!!!!, YOU DON'T LISTEN!"
manager: "ma'am i will take your order."
me: "thank the Lord!"

yeah so i was pretty mad... anyway.. i found my way home after a few tears of frustration emerged from my eyes. i feel better, but i am achy all over and my head still hurts... so i am going to bed!

When you think you've lost your mind....

2004-11-23T12:28:00.000-08:00

try to find your heart.

That was just a quote i got from a friend or maybe i heard it on the radio or something! i don't remember but i found it the other day written in a notebook and just sat there thinking about how true it is. Anyways... i haven't written in here in a long time! ... like 2 or 3 weeks.. or it feels like that anyway! i have been sooo busy. It is hard for me to keep up with my blog with all the homework i have on a daily basis, jazz band practice and sectionals after school, work, and of course all the necesities; eating, sleeping, showering.... yada yada yada...
i have a pretty bad headache right now too. but i can't do anything about it bc if i take something it will make me really ornery for the next 3-4 hours. and i really don't need that!!! i am sooo tired too. i think i need a vacation! i am soo happy we have the next 2 days off.. though it should be 3. i am taking tomorrow as a sleep during school day! you will see me with my blanket and prolly a pillow all day! i refuse to stay awake! i hate haveing to come to school on a holiday! blah....
and i am scheduled to work tonight, but i have to call and make sure they want me to come in. if they don't, i will be the happiest person alive!!! if they do... i will be even more drained than i already am! *gag* well... i guess this will be it for now! love you all!

stop moving

2004-10-24T17:09:00.000-07:00

hehe.. ok.. so i am over at cody's house! whoa who.. yeah ok..neways. i haven't posted in a while..just thought i would update! rick is currently proofing my paper. go rick go! hehe. well.. i can't wait to get it back and see all the wonderfuly magnificient changes he has contributed! hehe... jp rick. i am glad you checked my paper for me! i love ya bunches!! well.. that is all for now! love yall.

.....

2004-10-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

whew. i am tired! i have had a busy weekend! We had homecoming Friday. it was fun. about 20 ppl took mine and cody's picture! lol. and it sucked bc cedrick wasn't there!! i wish he could have been at school! stupid cody hollingsworth! lol.. most of you know what happened, if you don't just ask.
saturday i went to a lunch thing for my cousin. i am a bridesmaid at her wedding so i was kinda obligated to go, but i am glad i went. we went to that new resturaunt on noble called LaBellaDonna. you should all try it! it was great!!!! it is italian, and ooo so yummy! then i went out with the group. we went to the movies and to seven star. then to the mall where we ran into ryan and luke. and i saw b-town, he gave me a big hug and made cody jealous... hehe. i thought it was funny!
sunday was a good day.. i went to church and then to eat at my cousins house. then to a wedding shower for the same cousin's wedding. then cody came over.
today was just boring, just like tomorrow will be. i have to take the tenor to gadsden for repairs which i am dreading!!!! .. lala..
oo and things are much better with colby and i. everything has gotten better. i think the hatred has worn off a little. lol. i am glad that he is kinda talking to me more now. it is better than being ignored!!!

tooooo much free time!

2004-10-07T18:11:00.000-07:00

i am soo bored! i can't wait for fall break! one more day! yay for fall break! lol. i want to go somewhere so bad.. i am sick of sitting at home! i have been listening to Molly On The Shore way too much!! it is stuck in my head for good!! lol! i need to practice but Melba has a headache and i don't want to disturb her. but i love this song! ahaha... well no one is on i want to talk to! err... someone get on! now!
my eyes have been hurting a lot lately.. hrm.. maybe it is the computer! ehh.. i don't care! i love it too much to part with it! hehe..
err.. but i am so stressed over something! Colby keeps saying all this stuff like how bad of a person i am, etc, etc. and he blocked me and it pisses me off greatly!! er.. whatever.. i am not mad at him.. i just wonder what is going through his head sometimes!! ... la la la.. ((hugs)) for everyone!!

w00t for us!!

2004-10-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

The band rocks!!! the football team sucks!! lol.. we won 1st place at our competition!! like... we won first over everyone in our division!! lol!!( though Vinemont stole our trophy) lol!! yay!! i am sooo excited!! well.... blah.. other than a whole buncha crying and a whole lot of adrenaline, my weekend has been boring!! I can't wait until friday bc it is Homecoming, then FALL BREAK!!! yay!!!! i am sick of school! i need a break for real!! lol!!!

sooo busy!!!!

2004-09-27T18:44:00.000-07:00

I have had a very busy weekend!!! Friday night we played at Weaver, and for those who didn't already know, THE FOOTBALL TEAM SUCKS!! lol. the score was 63-6. yeah... that is sad. anyways. we didn't do so hot either. Mr. Inglis got on to us bc most of the band was busy playing around when they should have been focusing on things of more importance!!
Saturday was the car wash i neglected to go to! hehe.. my mom doesn't want me to go to any more fundraisers after what happened with the gold cards! hehe.. i didn't mind it anyways! i was soo tired, me and momma and ken went to huddle house after the game and didn't get home till around 1:30!!! i didn't roll out of bed until around 10 later that morning!! hehe..anyways back to what i was saying...i went with cedrick and bob waffles to the mall and to seven star!
Sunday i went to church like usual, and cody came over after church and we watched lotr and some spongebob. and then went to church and then to Los Mex for supper. and back to his house to watch another movie! what can i say, we like movies! lol
when i got home i had a nice surprise... someone has started the crap again with "Rachelsbodyguard"<-- it is a yahoo sn and they were saying a buncha crap about me and it was not true!! they need to grow up if you ask me! plus they were saying that they were Jessica Harbuck. and i knew right off the bat it wasn't her bc they were talking nothing like jess!!! but everything is ok now, so no worries for me!! yay!! No more stress!! besides the fact that i prolly made an F on my essay for dual... but oh well. i am sick of worrying with work!!!!

walking on egg shells

2004-09-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

omg.. i feel like i have been watched all week. like everything i say and do has been anylized by someone who is too obsessed with me to let go!! err.. i am so mad bc i feel that everything i do is pointless bc someone is gonna tell me that i did it wrong, when really i just didn't do what they wanted me to do!! i have no clue if someone is actually doing this to me, but it sure does feel that way! i am just sooo stressed. but i am uber-happy at the same time!! most of you know why. if you don't just write me. and for anyone who is reading this and thinks that they know what i mean, you prolly don't. the only ones who know this go to school with me! just before someone leaves a nasty comment or anything! hehehe!!!! I am happy... lets just leave it at that. ooo and congrats goes out to Brad who is going out with Katie! i am happy for you guys! lol!!

lemme do it... no you do it!!

2004-09-20T21:23:00.000-07:00

la la la.. i am bored!! lemme do it! lol.. check out my website!! the link is by my profile (<--) lol! it is cute!! i have to put some more pics on there. like of Rick and Micah... i just haven't felt like it!! hehehe!! my lips are really chapped bc we got this new piece of music called Molly on the Shore. it is really fast and i don't have one measure of rest!! lol.. it is a work out for my fingers! lol..

c'mon everybody it's the hampster dance

2004-09-19T13:57:00.000-07:00

i had a blast last night!! cedrick, cody and i met micah, jill, lisa, and meagan at CiCi's yesterday afternoon..(we were late though!) and we saw rick's mom and aleesha!! then we left jill and them and went to the mall. cedrick put pizza on jill's car. it was funny.. but i am sorry jill! we didn't know he was actually gonna do it! i love you jill!!! lol.. then we went to the mall and walked around... loads of fun and excitement there! and then we went to the movies! we saw Catwoman it was really good! i will buy that movie when it comes out!! and i am sorry i didn't see you jess!! i miss you!!! i feel like a part of me is missing bc i haven't talked to you in so long! lol!! Ken is out side fixing our house! it looks really good. he put shutters on the windows and is fixing our front porch! i think my mom is getting ready to move, which is somewhat sad.. but then again i am happy that she is happy! well... i am extremely bored and i need something to do!! i didn't go to church this morning bc i woke up and couldn't move!lol.. my mom was like.. "no, you are not driving to church bc you will fall asleep." it was funny! she was half asleep herself! well i am really bored now... i might finish watching the Reno 911 marathon!! you should all learn from the Reno Sherrif's Dept!! lol..

food.. yum

2004-09-18T10:42:00.000-07:00

i am so hungry! haha.. mom and i are cleaning the house up for my grandparents to come over so we can eat cake! and i get to open up some presents! w00t! i am ready for this afternoon!!! we are all going to eat at CiCi's and then going to the dollar movie to see Catwoman! i am so bored! and i can't get a shower bc i am waiting on my mom to get in and get out! i could so be doing something more productive!! err... get in the shower woman!!

w00t w00t!

2004-09-16T18:11:00.000-07:00

It is my Birthday!! I really don't feel like it is my birthday though. I mean, I have had so many ppl call me and tell me happy birthday and I have had ppl sing to me.. it just seems so surreal.
Dylan and I walked through the neighborhood and I video taped some of the downned trees and all the flooding on our street and the one next to us. It was a nice break from sitting in the house on the phone all day!! I am going to Cody's tomorrow too. We are gonna watch some movies and hang with cedrick, luke, zach and i dunno who else.
oo and I got my paper back in english. I did pretty good. i made a high C, but it was only bc of my grammer. she said that it killed me on the paper! but it is something to work on! and I got like two or three fours! I was excited about that! she liked it which is a good thing!! hehe.. and I am really into LOTR! it is a whole lot better than i thought it would be! i am enjoying it!

IVAN YOU SUCK!!

2004-09-15T21:54:00.000-07:00

err.. GO AWAY!! you so totally ruined homecoming! lol... jp. there wasn't much too ruin anyway. the only downside to this whole ordeal is the fact that when we make up the game i won't be able to go bc i have a wedding rehearsal that same night, and we are supposed to make up the contest that we aren't getting to go to Sat the Sat after that game, and that is the wedding so i will miss that for sure!! Plus i miss all of you!!! and i don't want to have to make up these days later!! i guess you could call me lazy!!
and we have Direct TV.. which means when clouds get in front of the satellite, we have no clue what is going on! it is pretty scary when you think about it bc we don't exactly have a warning for storm... except for the siren things which are conveniently located at the end of our street!
omgah, my dad just had a diabetic attack and he was going into convulsions and crap. it is pretty scary bc one day he could be doing that and never snap out of it! well enough of that for now!

ice cream wishes and cookie dreams

2004-09-14T11:12:00.000-07:00

My Birthday is in 2 days!! yayayayayay! i am so excited! i will finally be 18, an adult who can decide what is best for myself! i really can't wait! i doubt i will fill any older.. it is just the thought of being "adult" that makes me jump around inside! w00t for me!

OO they are thinking about canceling the game and changing it to Saturday night bc of the hurricane. but the dance will still be on Friday night.. so no worries there! hehe.. and i am going with Cody to the dance now. i was going with Colby, but now i am going with Cody... slightly confussing... hrmm... well.. at least we are still having the dance!

Bill is asleep next to me and i am tempted to poke him.. hrm... that would make me laugh... i guess i will just let him get some rest.. i am so nice!

just updating

2004-09-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

i am just updating my sorry little blog... it is so cute! i really like it more than my other one, i just don't want to loose all those entries!!! hehe.. well.. everyone have a good life in case i die tomorrow! you never know!! hehe.. love you guys!

maybe i will make the switch!

2004-07-17T18:59:00.000-07:00

i am thinking seriously about switching to Blogger for good bc i am tired of Bravenet. i dunno.. it is a hard choice to make.. hrmm..! maybe.. i think i will.. but it still may take me a while... love to all! and rick.. you can take the ads off if you just get bored enough too! i don't like them.. you know my password! love to all!

...

2004-07-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

sorry it takes me a while to post on here. i forget about this one! and this is just something that i am gonna play around with until I get tired of Bravenet!! Love to all!!

whew...

2004-06-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

I am so hungry! I just got back from the doctor! I hate to just sit around and wait! err.. but I have strep and a touch of mono! The joys of your boyfriend haveing had mono. I think he gave it to me intentionally! haha

another one.. i know

2004-06-29T20:53:00.000-07:00

this is my second blog! i feel like Rick! haha.. jk! you know you love me! well i am just glad i have a Blogger account so i am not "anonymous" any more. that is so great! haha.. well i will have this thing a little more custimized soon! ta-ta